it`s been a while since i wrote something here.
And i have forgotten i had a journal here, but somehow i maneged to remmember pass for this place.

before i loged here, i had so many things to write here and tell, but now they slipped out of my hands. oh well, it`s not the first time.
As title says, i have a cup of wonderful white tea whit jasmenes next to me and a small piece of honey in vax.(koriuka) which my boyfired gave me... hes such a nice person and treats me with apples, pears and honey XD yes, everyone can buy my love with food, XD
thats silly XD but still makes me smile
and its so strange to see mysef changed so much. I become more like adult and still have that crazy stupid wonder like world in my head :D
living independant life is hard, but also necesary to become yourself.

okay, i should stop this booring blabing and go to bed now, cause sitting all day next to computer and studying is realy realy bad for my poor eyes. the fact is i may have to wear glasses, because my sight became blury. i cant see distant things well. i`m so afraid to have glasses.

just how have you all been doing.? How are you SA?
i hope you see this journal. also i`m going to stalk you again , since i have time til january :3
also i might turn this journal to sketch thing blog in the future, but fort now, i just need to find pease in my mind :3
but it looks it was there for a long time now.

		I will marry Karolis.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in canada in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 1 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a blue toyota yaris.
		I will spend my days as a desingner, and live happily ever after.

 Because i`m to lazy to write about my no life, i find this at Ravaniaus journal in last.fm...XD this survey is kinda long....but still XDi`m gonna do it.
just no to show how miserable i am right now :)


The ULTIMATE JRock Survey
225 Questions for the Not-Too-Faint of Heart

______General______
001) How did you discover JRock? 
 I was surfing youtube and found Kagrra pv Satsuki...and it hooked me.
002) When did you discover JRock?  
 >_> i can`t remember..is seems i  always listen to this music
003) So how long have you been a fan then?
   since then
004) Are you a fan of Visual Kei? o
  And you even ask :D
005) Are you a fan of JPop? 
 i`m starting to like some bands now
006) Are you a fan of fanservice?
  YES XD

______Firsts______
007) First solo artist you heard?
  Myvu I gues
008) First band/group you heard? 
 Kagrra
009) First JRock crush?
 Sakurai Atsushi? XDD
010) First JRocker to scare you?
 all Dir`n`Grey guys O_O
011) First JRocker you mistook for a woman? 
 Bou XD
012) First yaoi pairing you saw? 
 Miyavi and Sakito XDD
013) First yaoi pairing you became a fan of? 
 XDDD skip!
014) First Asian Kung-Fu Generation song? Re--- something...Alchemic OST

015) First B'z song? o_O
016) First baroque song? 
  does Malicemizer count?
017) First BLOOD song? 
  BLOOD XD
018) First Buck-Tick song? 
 Dress *q*
019) First Deadman song? 
020) First D'espairsRay song?
021) First Dir en grey song? 
 Embryo
022) First Due'le Quartz song? 
023) First Duel Jewel song?
024) First Gackt song? 
 Mizerable
025) First Gazette song? 
 Best Friends
026) First GLAY song? 
027) First hide song? 
028) First Hyde song? 
 Moon childs OST
029) First Iceman song? 
030) First J song? 
031) First Janne da Arc song? 
032) First Kagerou song?
033) First Kagrra song?
 Satsuki
034) First L'Arc~en~Ciel song? 
035) First La'Cryma Christi song? 
036) First Lareine song?
  Prince
037) First Luna Sea song? 
 can`t remmeber ._>:
038) First Malice Mizer song? 
 Beast of blood
039) First Merry song? 
040) First Miyavi song? 
 Senor senora senorita
041) First Moi dix Mois song? 
 shadows temple
042) First MUCC song? 
 >_>' something about rain...rain simphony?
043) First Nightmare song?
The World 
044) First PENICILLIN song?
045) First Pierrot song? 
046) First Plastic Tree song?
Kuuchuu Buranko!
047) First Psycho le Cemu song? 
048) First Raphael song? 
049) First SADS song? 
050) First Schwarz Stein song?
051) First SHAZNA song? 
052) First Shiina Ringo song? Forgot T_T
053) First Siam Shade song? N/A
054) First Sugizo song? N/A
055) First Tetsu69 song? N/
056) First TRANSTIC NERVE song? 
057) First X Japan song? 

______Favorites______
058) Favorite band? 
 Kagrra gues
059) Favorite band musically? 
 Buck-Tick
060) Favorite band physically (eye-candy)? 
 Kagrra
061) Favorite Indies band?
 what is it? :D
062) Favorite JRocker? 
 Sakurai XD
063) Favorite vocalist? 
 Ryuutarou
064) Favorite guitarist? 
don`t have one :)
065) Favorite bassist?
 Reita The Gazette
067) Favorite pianist/keyboardist?
O_o...
068) Favorite song?
 I don`t have one right now,
069) Favorite PV? 
 GAzette Guren Pv
070) Favorite Live? 
 I didn`t see much of them
071) Favorite clip? 
072) Favorite Gackt commercial?
E-ma XD
073) Favorite couple?
????

______This Or That?______
074) Skirt or pants?
 both
075) Mana or Izam? 
 Mana XD
076) Kyo or Tatsurou?
 Kyo 
077) Gackt or Miyavi?
 Myvu XD
078) Taiji or Heath? 
079) J or Sugizo? 
 Sugizo
080) Yoshiki: Long hair or short? 
 >_> SHORT IF HE`S A GUY
081) Ken: Facial hair or none?
 XD
082) Aya: Boy or girl? 
 Girl XD
083) Kirito: Gay or straight? 
 lest say straight XD
084) Daisuke: Make-up or none?
 No make-up 
085) hide: Dead or alive? 
>_> Dead
086) Gackt x Hyde or Hyde x Gackt?
 Gackt X Hyde

______Which JRocker Is Most...______
087) Adorable? 
 Bou XD
088) Annoying?
 Mana >_>"
089) Attractive? 
 Sakurai XD
090) Bishi?  
 Izumi from Kagrra
091) Childish?
 Ryuutarou xD
092) Cute?
  Nao from Kagrra
093) Disturbing?
  sorry...Kyo v_V
094) Dorky? 
 Verslies vocals XD
095) Edible? 
096) Feminine?
 XD would be long list...
097) Frightening? 
 Kyo v_V
098) Gay?
 none? XD
099) Masculine? 
 hey, were`s skinny question? XD
100) Otaku?
  gackt? XD
101) Reserved? 
102) Sex-able? 
  O_O
103) Talented?
   Kyo.....,_<"
104) Zealous? idk v.v

____First JRocker That Comes To Mind______
105) Abs:
  Reita XD
106) Alcohol:
  Uruha
107) Alien: 
  Mana
108) Ass: 
 Sakurai XD
109) Bondage: 
 Sakurai XD
110) Chicken:
111) Dictator: 
  
112) Engrish:
 Kyogrish XD
113) Food: 
 iishi~ XD
114) Goth: 
  Sakurai? XD
115) Hentai: 
  Sakurai XD
116) Hump: 
117) Kimono:
   iishi ;3
118) Kinky:
   SKIP 
119) Leather: 
120) Moon:
   Hyde XD
121) Piercing: 
122) Platforms: 
   Klaha XD
123) Sex: 
  no please XD
124) Smoking: 
  Hyde
125) Vanilla:
 Gackt
126) Visual: 
 O_O

______Place A JRocker______
127) America: Kyo 
128) China: Iishi
129) France: Uruha
130) Hawaii: Aoi 
131) Hospital: Kyo V_V"
132) Japan: Izumi
133) Los Angeles: Kanon 
134) Mars: Sugizo
135) McDonald's: Gazette guys
136) Merry-go-Round: Nao...*nosebleed*
137) Movie Theater: Iishi >3
138) Okinawa: O_O
139) Pet Store: Kai 
140) Pharmacy: 
141) Supermarket: 
142) Sushi Bar: me XD
143) The North Pole: Gackt...

______Who's Most Likely...______
144) To get the stuffing beat out of them? skip.
145) To get kidnapped? rose XD
146) To have kids? Izumi
147) To eat kids? Kyo >_>
148) An actual woman? 
149) An evil spy? Ruki
150) A government agent? Akira 
151) An alien? Mana XD
152) American? Ruki XD
153) To rule Japan?  Ruki XD
154) To rule the world? lets not place Ruki here XD
155) To go bald?XD
156) To get braces? 
157) To go into retirement first? 

______What Would You Do If...______
158) Gackt quit writing music?  how could that happen?
159) Toshiya got braces? hmmm..o_O 
160) Yoshiki went bald? XDDD Rofl
161) Klaha bleached his hair? *nosebleed*
162) Mana became Japan's next Prime Minister? GOD NO XD
163) hide appeared in your room? just say hallo
164) Koshi stopped singing? 
165) Jiro sat on you? ROFL then freak out
166) Miyavi bit you? *dies from lack of blood*
167) Yasu spanked you? beat crap out of him XD
168) Hyde glomped you? O_O
169) Sugizo mooned you? XDD like that would happen
170) Yukke poked you? poke back XD
171) Sakura offered you a joint? XD wth?
172) Izumi could kick Jet Li's ass? GO IZUMI XD
173) They made a Psycho le Cemu anime? what the heck? O_o
174) Akira [baroque] became your new classmate/co-worker? he better not :D
175) Kozi poked you in the eye? poke his eye too XD
176) Hakuei gave you a lapdance? cool@
177) Kirito was your roommate? what about a pet?XD
178) seek wanted to take a stroll through your neighborhood? >_>
179) Levin started speaking Spanish? so what, i`ll understand it anyway XD
180) Hisashi decided to wear a mohawk? wanna see XD
181) Kyo did parapara? he would not XD
182) Chachamaru cut his hair? so what XD
183) Toshi left his cult? O_O mass suicide?
184) Sakito assassinated the Emperor of Japan? Go Sakito XD
185) Ryou popped out of your closet? put him back XD
186) Takuro picked his nose during an interview? skip

______Songs______
187) First JRock song you ever heard? Buck-Tick Dress
188) Song that best captures JRock? Sugizo cosmo
189) Song best performed live? Kuuchuu Buranko by Plastic Tree,
190) Song that turns you on? Kaya-Kasha
191) Sappiest? 
192) Happiest? 
193) Saddest? gazette-taoin, guren....
194) Best for head-banging? access Doubt and trsut
195) Best for dancing?Kagrra
196) Best for driving? >_>
197) Best for summer? Gackt - Vanilla :D
198) Best for winter?  Kagrra-urei
199) Best for Halloween? O_O
200) Best for Christmas? Izumi you -dame
201) Best party song? kaya-kasha
202) Makes you hungry? Gackt-Vanilla
203) Makes you sleepy? Hyde - Angel's Tale
204) Makes you angry? ._>
205) Makes you hyper?kagrra- haru urara *q*
206) Makes you think of snow? Plastic Tree 
207) Makes you think of flowers? Kagrra
208) Makes you think of vampires? Buck-Tick dress
209) Makes you think of the moon? Gackt and Hyde - Orenji no Taiyou x))
210) Makes you think of water? Kagrra-kotodama (ushimitsu version)
211) Makes you think of rain? Plastic Tree-kuuchu buranko, Kagrra- omou
212) Song you'd like played at your wedding? Plastic Tree - Spica, Kagrra-kisai
213) Song you'd like played at your funeral? kagrra-Miyako
214) Song that would go best in a movie? D-birth
215) Song that would go best in an anime? D- Gracial melt
216) Song that would go best in a video game? >_>"
217) Best intro? D- dearest you
218) Best ending? D-bara no hibi
219) Best guitar solo? Gazette - Reila 
220) Best bass line? ._>"
221) Best acoustic guitar work?kagrra-kotodama (acustic live)
222) Best piano work? 
223) Best drum work? Gazette - Filth in Beauty
224) Best vocals? Kagrra- all songs, D-Snow white
225) Best written? Kagrra-kotodama, 

Image by KEGGY

 hay. i`m alive and i`m fine.

its strange, then you are okay and everything is good for  you, you do not have anything to write about yourself.
and then everything sucks you can write tons of pages complaining about your miserable life xD

but taday is the day, i`m here to write something fun. I finaly have net at my place, that means i`ll start gaming again XDDDDD
oh yes,....games...i`m gonna  play Lineage 2 till i`m dead XD oh, thats the life of absolute gammer.

i have to delete almost pof my enteries because there was some problems wioth dates and all of my new entries were in the end of my blog ._< i hope this cleaning will do some trick.